And Now I Cling To What I Knew...

So tonights song is a continuation of yesterday's. The same theme... The loss of Tiffany... I feel so lost now that she's gone. I feel lost & confused with what's going on...She was getting better...She was recovering...I don't get it... I miss her...I miss the life that she wont have...My heart aches for the memories she wont have...The things she'll miss... Her daughter growing up, all those moments that a mom is supposed to see; she'll miss... I hate this... She was so young! I'm screaming inside! I hate this! I feel so lost now...like I'm wondering around in a dark forest & all the lights showing me out are gone... I don't know how I'm gonna get through this...but right now.. the main thing is music... The songs that get me from one moment to the next... This song is more important then words or a story will be able to explain... This song is for Tiffany... It is my link to her...

After The Storm by Mumford & Sons ~

And after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.

Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.
That's why I hold.

And I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzgQ2yHB9rc