Everybody seems to be going through loss right now... Those poor families in Connecticut (Our Prayers are with you); The people in Portland, Or going Christmas shopping @ the mall... I'm sure there are plenty others as well. My heart still aches for my loss... I can't imagine how anyone else is handling there loss of a friend, parents, sibling, child... etc... No one will ever understand someone else's grief... Everyone's is unique & everyone handles it differently... I'm still reeling from mine...It passes from moment to moment... I try to live & enjoy every positive thing that I get to experience...but I can't help but think about Tiffany every time... I know my blog is about music & there is a song at the end of the post...there always will be... That's because music is my saving grace! Its the glue that holds my together in time of crisis... Its how I get from one tough moment to the next... So getting the point...The song...
Its from my childhood...There are no lyrics to read so you have to watch the video...hope you enjoy...
I hope it bring a moment of peace to your heart as it does to mine...
Windsong & Dedication by James Horner ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIpFywiUMoc
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
And Now I Cling To What I Knew...
So tonights song is a continuation of yesterday's. The same theme... The loss of Tiffany... I feel so lost now that she's gone. I feel lost & confused with what's going on...She was getting better...She was recovering...I don't get it... I miss her...I miss the life that she wont have...My heart aches for the memories she wont have...The things she'll miss... Her daughter growing up, all those moments that a mom is supposed to see; she'll miss... I hate this... She was so young! I'm screaming inside! I hate this! I feel so lost now...like I'm wondering around in a dark forest & all the lights showing me out are gone... I don't know how I'm gonna get through this...but right now.. the main thing is music... The songs that get me from one moment to the next... This song is more important then words or a story will be able to explain... This song is for Tiffany... It is my link to her...
After The Storm by Mumford & Sons ~
After The Storm by Mumford & Sons ~
And
after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.
Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.
And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.
That's why I hold.
And I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.
Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.
And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.
That's why I hold.
And I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzgQ2yHB9rc
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
God Have Mercy With Us All...
I feel like my life has been flipped upside down... My cousin passed away December 8th, 2012. Since then nothing feels real... Everything seems upside down...It doesn't even feel like Christmas... Everything that was in my life prior is slowly slipping through my fingers... & worse yet I'm letting it... I just don't seem to care... I feel empty...So the song tonight if not really uplifting by any means, but it brings a sliver of peace to my crazy world right now...
Spring To My Kingdom by Flunk ~
Sleeping beauty, where have you been
You should know I´m counting on you here
Feels like clouds beneath your wings
It is night, you see it as it is
It is dark, have mercy on us all
You should know I´m counting on you here
His kiss, his kiss, his kiss... of spring
Let´s talk about the weather
And the snow
Falling from the heavens like crystal feather
The power of the powder
The silence screams louder
I feel cold!
This is a nation on hold
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom
I manage to get down to the coffee shop
It´s the big freeze, I feel like a pork chop
Jesus it´s cold, must be a million below
Nowhere to go, and the snow still falling
Everything´s gone white
Still nothing looks bright
There´s no signs of daylight
Every day is like eternal night
I´m out of here soon
I might be back in June
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom
God working on his kiss of life
God have mercy with us all
Working on the mercy of his kiss
You should know we´re counting on you here
God working on his kiss
God working on his kiss of spring...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FdSRqopIQI
Spring To My Kingdom by Flunk ~
Sleeping beauty, where have you been
You should know I´m counting on you here
Feels like clouds beneath your wings
It is night, you see it as it is
It is dark, have mercy on us all
You should know I´m counting on you here
His kiss, his kiss, his kiss... of spring
Let´s talk about the weather
And the snow
Falling from the heavens like crystal feather
The power of the powder
The silence screams louder
I feel cold!
This is a nation on hold
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom
I manage to get down to the coffee shop
It´s the big freeze, I feel like a pork chop
Jesus it´s cold, must be a million below
Nowhere to go, and the snow still falling
Everything´s gone white
Still nothing looks bright
There´s no signs of daylight
Every day is like eternal night
I´m out of here soon
I might be back in June
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom
God working on his kiss of life
God have mercy with us all
Working on the mercy of his kiss
You should know we´re counting on you here
God working on his kiss
God working on his kiss of spring...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FdSRqopIQI
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