There's No Simple Explanation...

Today is/was very hard for me... I've been very stressed that last 24 hours. I've managed to compartmentalize everything thus far...Not sure if that's good or bad, but it's what I'm doing to survive the hard times right now... Anyway the song I choose for today helped me a lot today...
Maybe tomorrow will be better, but for today its just slow & soothing.

Courage by Sarah Polley ~

Watch the band through a bunch of dancers
Quickly, follow the unknown
With something more familiar
Quickly, something familiar

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter

Sleepwalk, so fast asleep
In the motel that has the lay of home
And piss on all of your background
And piss on all your surroundings

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter, uh-huh-huh
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter, uh-huh-huh
Courage couldn't come at a worse time

There's no simple explanation
For anything important any of us do
Yeah, the human tragedy
Consists in the necessity
Of living with the consequences
Under pressure, under pressure

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter, uh-huh-huh
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter, uh-huh-huh
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage couldn't come at a worse time
(Worse time)

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QmjWDMr0yM