It's So Easy To Make Believe...

So Today's song took me longer to figure out then normal... I'm trying really hard to do positive songs... So This song transports me to happy moments as soon as I hear the beat! Hope you love it!

Ps There are 2 versions of the youtube video in one the lyrics aren't the same but its my favorite way to hear the song... 


Something That I Want by Grace Potter

She's a girl with the best intentions
He's a man of his own invention
She looked out of the window
He walked out the door
But she followed him
And he said, "What'cha lookin' for?"

She said, "I want something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything I see."

Something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything I see

He's been livin' in a pure illusion
She's gonna come to her own conclusion
Right when you think you know what to say
Someone comes along and shows you a brand new way

She said, "I want something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything I see."

Something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything - 'cause

It's so easy to make believe,
it seems you're livin' in a dream
Don't you see that what you need
is standing in front of you?

I want something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything I see

Something that I want
Something that I tell myself I need
Something that I want
And I need everything I see



                                                http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBuyYrf-vkc
                                                      
                                     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOHdHvZLF34

Now Love Is Like An Ocean!

So to continue with the positive... I love this song, the lyrics are so pure so beautiful! The drums and the beat are like velvet! I love it... Enjoy



Steal Your Heart by Augustana

Meet me at the water
Where all your dreams come true
Tell your sisters and your brother
Well I'll be waiting for you

And when all of this is over
When all your silver turn to gold
Say a prayer for each other
Someday I'm gonna steal your heart

I'm gonna steal your heart
Gonna steal your heart away
Gonna steal your heart
Gonna steal your heart away

Now love is like an ocean
Take it down to the depths
Yeah I'm taking you with me
Taking every step to steal your heart

I'm gonna steal your heart away
Gonna steal your heart
Gonna steal your heart away

Life is like a shadow
It never stays in one place
I'm standing here anyway
However long it takes to steal your heart

Gonna steal your heart away
Gonna steal your heart
Gonna steal your heart away
I'm gonna steal your heart
Gonna steal your heart away
I'm gonna steal your heart
And then I'll steal your heart away
I'm gonna steal your heart
Steal your heart away
I'm gonna steal your heart
Steal your heart away ay ay ay


                                                     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_X8H4G5ACs

I'm The Kind Of Girl that Girls Don't Like...

So lately I've been a little down with my posts.. Sorry that's life but today I'm gonna do something a little different.... I love this song been listening to it for a while it reminds me of better times.. So That's todays song. I love that beat... I've also included 2 youtube videos. I love the first one its how I fell in love with this song...The other is just another way to see it. Hope you like...Or at least makes you smile!

Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy Me by Lene Alexandra


I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit bitchy
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I'm the kind that boys fantasize
I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like
I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the
Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things I say
I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I'd lay, I'd always pick the ones who wont figure out that I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

Sexy... naughty... bitchy...me

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I pick my skirts to be sexy
Just like my thoughts a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls ...bitchy
Can't change I am
Sexy naughty bitchy me


                                                  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkUOYOc8ygA



                                                http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixQqfr1ibmg

Come On Now & Try To Understand...

Today is better, my day felt very different. Calm even, I had less dark moments & the sun shined through just a bit... Today was a good day... Today was different... I felt like finally I'm headed toward the path that will lead me to who I was before the darkness... So today's song imprints that change that I'm starting to go toward.


Because The Night by 10,000 Maniacs


Take me now baby here as I am
Pull me close, try and understand
Desire is hunger is the fire I breathe
Love is a banquet on which we feed

Come on now try and understand
The way I feel when I'm in your hands
Take my hand come undercover
They can't hurt you now,
Can't hurt you now, can't hurt you now
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to lust
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to us

Have I doubt when I'm alone
Love is a ring, the telephone
Love is an angel disguised as lust
Here in our bed until the morning comes
Come on now try and understand
The way I feel under your command
Take my hand as the sun descends
They can't touch you now,
Can't touch you now, can't touch you now
Because the night belongs to lovers ...

With love we sleep
With doubt the vicious circle
Turn and burns
Without you I cannot live
Forgive, the yearning burning
I believe it's time, too real to feel
So touch me now, touch me now, touch me now
Because the night belongs to lovers ...

Because tonight there are two lovers
If we believe in the night we trust
Because tonight there are two lovers ...


                                                     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OjW1TDANxk

Darkness Settles In...

When your going through sadness the last thing you can do is talk with someone who thinks they have it worse...Or at least that's how I am. I have a friend who I haven't talked to in so long, tonight I miss him, I miss his friendship, but we're complicated... Not in any bad way but he's been depressed for a while... & with everything that's happened with me and my loss. I wasn't in the place I could be to take care of him and make him feel better when I could barely convince myself of that... I'm still not in any place to do that... Not yet... I just hope that he's hung on in his time of sorrow & not given up. Tonight I wanna call... Wanna check in on him... Make sure he's OK...but I'm not strong enough to comfort someone else... So I'm trying to distract myself from the fact that someone may need me... Someone may need to hear my voice... & tonight I may give in even if I'm not ready yet...So tonights song is a song from one of our favorite movies... Ladder 49.
Shine Your Light by Robbie Robertson

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by

These are the streets
Where we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become
These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line
Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around to the very last dance
Sometimes i stumble and take a hard fall
Loose(?) hold your grip off the wall

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

I thought i saw him walking by the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home

He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
To carry on
                                                       
                                            http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NghDH-QetPg

Calmness for a moment

Ok So the thing that I posted yesterday sparked an idea for me. Instead of me trying to find songs when I have an instrumental one in my head it makes sense to just post the video and you can hear it for your self. So that's what I'm doing today... I 've known these songs for a long time... When I hear them my soul find peace for just a moment I'm in my own paradise & not the world I live in... (PS Yes there all from a TV show called Buffy The Vampire Slayer, but I don't care these songs help me in a way no person is able since I lost her. These were some of the songs I would listen to growing up when I needed something peaceful to lull me to sleep)

 So since there all relitivly short I'm posting 4

1) Remembering Jenny by Christophe Beck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NjXEDyzFsk


2) Slayer's Elegy by Christophe Beck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNFdIoe9W_c


3) Sacrifice by Christophe Beck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0a9b2ucnrU


4) Close Your Eyes by Christophe Beck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7Q80e487SU

Just getting through it...

My days are linked together with one thing...Sadness... Sometimes I just blare something to go numb in the moment... The moments where I'm not sure if I can breath without hurting... My heart hurts, my mind is over working its self with everything... Sometimes I just need that song that's gonna get me to the next moment... So for those few minutes I'm OK... It doesn't hurt so much... The song is Paid by San Quinnn... The lyrics don't matter this time. The only thing that does is the beat of the music blaring in my headphones for those 4 minutes...
Hope you enjoy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygNYyIr0b9Q