You Will Dance With Me...

Today's song I had a few to choose from, & I'm still not really sure which one fits exactly. Its hard for me to have hope but a part of me does. Hope that one day I wont be so terrified. Hope that I will find peace in my life. So with those thoughts weighing heavy on my heart I picked my song for today. It has a piece of my Irish blood in the music which might be why it calms me so much. Plus it's "our" band...Family reference .. Its a Tiffy thing...

Learn Me Right by Mumford & Son's with Birdy

Though I may speak some tongue of old
Or even spit out some holy word 
I have no strength with which to speak
When you sit me down and see I’m weak 

We will run and scream 
You will dance with me 
We’ll fulfill our dreams and we’ll be free 

We will run and scream
You will dance with me 
We’ll fulfill our dreams and we’ll be free 

We will be who we are
And they’ll heal our scars 
Sadness will be far away

So I had done wrong but you put me right 
My judgement burned in the black of night 
When I give less than I take
It is my fault my own mistake

We will run and scream
You will dance with me
We’ll fulfill our dreams and we’ll be free
We will be who we are
And they’ll heal our scars
Sadness will be far away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TKwPOryDrA

You Wanna Be Loved...

Good Morning  Or Goodnight depending on if your an early riser or a night owl. Either way Happy Saturday... Everyday since the loss of Tiffany has been a battle with me. Do I choose to let the chaos take over or do I fight back and try my hardest to stay positive... Her loss still hurts, its like pouring lemon juice over an open wound just to think about her. Sometimes I can't wait for the days where I can think of her and not have my heart ache... I miss her so much. I wish she could still be with us... I've loosed people before but of old age and never so young and so unexpected! OK so the song i picked for today, is a song that lulls me back to life. Out of the darkness and back into the light...
Hope you enjoy it...

Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran ~

                                                              Settle down with me

Cover me up
Cuddle me in

Lie down with me
And hold me in your arms

And your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady

I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

Oh no
My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you
So I hold you close to help you give it up

So kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yn9IAPgz3KE

It's About Time For My Arrival...

Hello all, So I'm sure everyone came up with there own list of New Year's Resolution for 2013, and somewhere on the list is to be in better shape, or stay healthy...or something like that... It never fails everyone wants to rid of what they packed on for the holiday season. So the song I choose inspires me for my own health resolutions. The song I choose never fails it makes me wanna get up and start moving... So hope it does the same for you...


Dirrty by Christina Aguilera ~

Ah, dirrty (dirrty)
Filthy (filthy)
Nasty (Christina), you nasty (yeah)
Too dirrty to clean my act up
If you ain't dirrty
You ain't here to party (woo!)

Ladies (move)
Gentlemen (move)
Somebody ring the alarm
A fire in the room
Ring the alarm (and I'm throwin' elbows) [7x]

Oh, I'm overdue
Give me some room
I'm comin through
Paid my dues
In the mood
Me and the girls gonna shake the room

DJ's spinning (show your hands)
Let's get dirrty (that's my jam)
I need that, uh, to get me off
Sweatin' until my clothes come off

It's explosive, speakers are pumping (oh)
Still jumping, six in the morning
Table dancing, glasses are crashing (oh)
No question, time for some action

Temperature's up (can you feel it)
About to erupt
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise

Wanna get rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival

Ah, heat is up
So ladies, fellas
Drop your cups
Body's packed
Front to back
Now move your ass
I like that

Tight hip huggers (low for sure)
Shake a little somethin' (on the floor)
I need that, uh, to get me off
Sweatin' until my clothes come off

Let's get open, cause a commotion (ooh oh)
We're still going, eight in the morning
There's no stopping, we keep it popping (oh)
Hot rocking, everyone's talking

Give all you got (give it to me)
Just hit the spot
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise

Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Ooh sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty (oh, oh)
It's about time for my arrival

Here it comes, it's the one
You've been waiting on
Get up, get it up
Yup, that's what's up
Giving just what you love
To the maximum
Uh oh, here we go (here we go)

You can tell when the music
Starts to drop
That's when we take it
To the parking lot
And I bet you somebody's
Gonna call the cops
Uh oh's, here we go's (here we go)

Ohh ooh ohh, yeah yeah...

[Redman:]
Yo, hot damn, Doc a jam like a summer show
I keep my car looking like a crash dummy drove
My gear look like the bank got my money froze
For dead presidents I pimp like Huddy roll
Doc the one that excite ya divas (ow!)
If the media shine
I'm shining with both of the sleeves up
Yo Christina, better hop in here
My block live and in color, like Rodman hair (yeah)
The club is packed, the bar is filled
I'm waiting for sister to act, like Lauryn Hill
Frankly, it's a rap, no bargain deals
I drive a four wheel ride with foreign wheels
Throw it up
Baby it's brick city, you heard of that
We blessed, and hung low, like Bernie Mac
Dogs, let 'em out, women, let 'em in
It's like I'm ODB, the way I'm freaking

Wanna get rowdy (rowdy, yeah)
Gonna get a little unruly (ruly)
Get it fired up in a hurry (hurry)
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party (party)
Sweat dripping over my body (body)
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival

Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
(Ooh oh)
Get it fired up in a hurry
(Ooh oh)
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Ooh sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival

Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat dripping over my body
Dance and getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival

Uh, what

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Rg3sAb8Id8&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D4Rg3sAb8Id8&has_verified=1

I'll Be Better When I'm Older...

SO I've been gone again... I'm sorry for the disappearing act, given the holidays and the death in the family I've been bouncing all over the place since November. So Its a new year 2013! Time to start doing this daily again and to not be so depressed about life.. or the loss of it for some... So hope everyone had a safe and happy new year...


So my song for tonight is simple, a love song... It calms me even in the chaos. So enjoy

I'll Be by Edwin McCain ~

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky 
Never revealing their depth 
Tell me that we belong together 
Dress it up with the trappings of love 
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips 
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above 
I'll be your cryin' shoulder 
I'll be love suicide 
I'll be better when I'm older 
I'll be the greatest fan of your life 
Rain falls angry on the tin roof 
As we lie awake in my bed 
You're my survival, you're my living proof 
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up in the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the thing you said


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMiVeK5zGz8

Another Moment...Another Day

Everybody seems to be going through loss right now... Those poor families in Connecticut (Our Prayers are with you); The people in Portland, Or going Christmas shopping @ the mall... I'm sure there are plenty others as well. My heart still aches for my loss... I can't imagine how anyone else is handling there loss of a friend, parents, sibling, child... etc... No one will ever understand someone else's grief... Everyone's is unique & everyone handles it differently... I'm still reeling from mine...It passes from moment to moment... I try to live & enjoy every positive thing that I get to experience...but I can't help but think about Tiffany every time... I know my blog is about music & there is a song at the end of the post...there always will be... That's because music is my saving grace! Its the glue that holds my together in time of crisis... Its how I get from one tough moment to the next... So getting the point...The song...
Its from my childhood...There are no lyrics to read so you have to watch the video...hope you enjoy...
I hope it bring a moment of peace to your heart as it does to mine...

Windsong & Dedication by James Horner ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIpFywiUMoc

And Now I Cling To What I Knew...

So tonights song is a continuation of yesterday's. The same theme... The loss of Tiffany... I feel so lost now that she's gone. I feel lost & confused with what's going on...She was getting better...She was recovering...I don't get it... I miss her...I miss the life that she wont have...My heart aches for the memories she wont have...The things she'll miss... Her daughter growing up, all those moments that a mom is supposed to see; she'll miss... I hate this... She was so young! I'm screaming inside! I hate this! I feel so lost now...like I'm wondering around in a dark forest & all the lights showing me out are gone... I don't know how I'm gonna get through this...but right now.. the main thing is music... The songs that get me from one moment to the next... This song is more important then words or a story will be able to explain... This song is for Tiffany... It is my link to her...

After The Storm by Mumford & Sons ~

And after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.

Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.
That's why I hold.

And I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzgQ2yHB9rc

God Have Mercy With Us All...

I feel like my life has been flipped upside down...  My cousin passed away December 8th, 2012. Since then nothing feels real... Everything seems upside down...It doesn't even feel like Christmas... Everything that was in my life prior is slowly slipping through my fingers... & worse yet I'm letting it... I just don't seem to care... I feel empty...So the song tonight if not really uplifting by any means, but it brings a sliver of peace to my crazy world right now...

Spring To My Kingdom by Flunk ~

Sleeping beauty, where have you been
You should know ­ I´m counting on you here

Feels like clouds beneath your wings
It is night, you see it as it is
It is dark, have mercy on us all
You should know ­ I´m counting on you here

His kiss, his kiss, his kiss... of spring

Let´s talk about the weather
And the snow
Falling from the heavens like crystal feather
The power of the powder
The silence screams louder
I feel cold!
This is a nation on hold
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom

I manage to get down to the coffee shop
It´s the big freeze, I feel like a pork chop
Jesus it´s cold, must be a million below
Nowhere to go, and the snow still falling
Everything´s gone white
Still nothing looks bright
There´s no signs of daylight
Every day is like eternal night
I´m out of here soon
I might be back in June
It´s the chill
Without the thrill
I´m waiting for spring to come to my kingdom

God working on his kiss of life
God have mercy with us all
Working on the mercy of his kiss
You should know ­ we´re counting on you here
God working on his kiss
God working on his kiss of spring...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FdSRqopIQI